I tend to smile a lot and keep things to myself. But I have found that I am a pretty lonely gal.
David, is such a great man and I am blessed to have him as my husband and friend. But he's always gone. Right now he's finishing up his degree at the U, so he's been gone nearly every night for the past 2 years or so. And now that Alex is 12 and turning 13 in a couple of weeks Dave's gone even more. I miss him alot...as a matter of fact he's gone right now doing a fire safety activity with Alex and the scouts.
I am here alone with Aiden again, playing yet another game or reading yet another book. My family relationship back in NC is pretty...well, strained at the moment. So I can't really call anyone.
So I blog and cry and blog some more. My cousin, Tameka, is about the only family I can really talk to in NC. She sent me a message that just broke me. I am so grateful for her and her love of me. She is my sister not just my cousin.
As I have been feeling things I came across the above youtube message...My goodness how I needed it and still do.
Maybe I just need a hug.
**HUG!** I know how you feel girl. I get the same way too. Kenny's even home at night sometimes, but I feel like he's my only friend and when he wants to do something that's not with me, I'm totally lost.
ReplyDeleteCome on over if you get board today, or tomorrow, or anytime. I'm going to be quilting today, trying to get the baby's quilt done before she comes.
You're amazing just so you know! :)