Monday, August 2, 2010

Pushing, Digging and Clawing if I have to...

One foot then another.  That is how you do it.

Today was the first day of what I had/have in my mind as the most challenging of the training.  W3D1 of the C25K.  It is hard but it is doable.  Today got up 4:52 searched for the right bra....you must have the right bra or you will want to die.  I only know because of experience, BELIEVE ME!!  Got the girls all situated, made sure my mp3 was juiced and had the training playlist on it and off I went.  I was so apprehensive. 

I have never looked at a treadmill machine with so much dislike like this morning.  I was so slow to even get on it and getting it programmed for what I was about to allow it to do to my body.  But then the playlist started and off I went.

I had already looked at what I was going to be doing and it looked hard.  The first minute and a half of running was fine, I had accomplished that last week and really liked it.  Then came the first 3 minute run.  It too was fun for the first 90 seconds.  The second half was a challenge, but I made it through, thanks to Avril Lavigne.  She kept me at a good cadence.  The second 3 minutes.....1st minute great, couldn't make it through the second, so I took a breather and then ran the last minute.

Now this may look like a failure to some, but to me I won.

I WON!!!

I completed the training and I am going back to get that 1 minute.  I will do it.

You never know what you can do until you do it.  I never thought I could get this big body to push past the hurt it feels.  The tiredness that has trapped me here.  But I am digging and pushing and making it.  I am not a runner, but I am also not a quitter.

Keep giving your support.  Leave me comments of encouragement.  I appreciate them.

OH YEAH...I found a great site with a awesome (in my opinion) playlist that tells you when to start and stop with music I am familiar with....I not so much a  techno girl, I like real music.

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