You know that feeling
(really prominent in high school)
when you feel like all of your friends have turned
their back on you.
Sorta like an episode from "The Wonder Years."
That is what I feel like I am going through right now.
(not saying that is what is really happening, just the feeling)
It's like I am reaching out and there is no one there to listen (friendwise, that is, Dave's awesome).
It's like I'm being ignored....
I'm saying hi.....no reply.
I make a call...no call back.
I feel like I am a "moment girl."
my value is of only the moment and that moment has passed.
So what do I do? Not good things. I have neglected myself trying to figure all of this out.
I smile the warmest smile and spread seeds of encouragement for others, but
Who will water and nourish me, in my friendship garden?
I love you Nakia! This month has sucked for me too. Come on over and I'll make us a yummy treat:)
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you feel that way. I wish that I could be more than your internet buddy. If I lived a little bit closer I could really use a friend like you. Hang in there. Satan does a pretty awesome job of helping us feel lonely sometimes huh? Don't make me sing over the Internet to cheer you up Nakia! Awww here it comes! A little MJ to sooth the spirit... "You are not a lone!!! I am here wit you! Though you're far away, I am here to stay! You are not alone." That one goes out to you girl! have a better day!
ReplyDeleteI feel like this was written for me. I love you. I am sorry I haven't been there for you, we have all been SICK, sick, SICK for the past three weeks, it is all I can do to survive. I haven't been to church in a month. I love you...I just wanted you to know that. As for my phone, well I never answer that. xoxo
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